help.. if god exist....

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tears coming out from my eyes everyday....

only victim of eczema would understand...
according to dr.. ihave to go @ least 1month this way, every day...
scratching @ night... having only about 4hours sleep...

yelling like madness in bath room everyday.......
skin dried like crocodile skin....

cant go to work, waiting to be fired....
cant even buy food myself..
cant even get drink for myself...
cant even sweep the damn floor filled with my dead skins.... as like someone pour sand into my room and bed...

i use almost 1 roll of toilet paper to wipe of the yellow ooze during night time...
what can i ask for?

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about 20+ mosquito goes into my kill list in ust 1 night....

my weight history

Hmm as i can remember...

1999: below 60 kg
2000: 60+kg
2002: 70+kg
2007: 80+ kg

now....
2008 1st half: 84kg highest
2008 2nd half: 78kg
2009 jul: 76kg

cheese recommended by hunch.com

Leipäjuusto

Leipäjuusto (lit. 'bread cheese') or juustoleipä, which is also known in English as Finnish squeaky cheese, is a fresh cheese traditionally made from cow's beestings, rich milk from a cow that has recently calved. Reindeer or even goat milk can also be used. Commercially available versions are typically made from regular milk and they lack some colour and flavour because of this. The cheese originally comes from Ostrobothnia, Northern Finland and Kainuu.

The milk is curdled and set to ...

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Gruyère

Gruyère is a hard yellow cheese made from cow's milk, named after the town of Gruyères in Switzerland. Gruyère is sweet but slightly salty, with a flavor that varies widely with age. It is often described as creamy and nutty when young, becoming with age more assertive, earthy, and complex. When fully aged (five months to a year) it tends to have small holes and cracks which impart a slightly grainy mouthfeel.

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Gouda, Winchester

Winchester Gouda is a farmhouse-style American Gouda made by Valerie and David Thomas in Winchester, California, from the raw milk of their own herd of Holstein cows. Aged over 12 months, this hard, brittle cheese has a sharp flavor with balanced sweet and salty tones. Winchester Gouda is delicious by itself or grated over pasta - try it in place of cheddar in your next grilled cheese sandwich. Pair this cheese with Zinfandel.

new life?

hmm life is good so far...
i wish things can go on accordingly...
and my skin could recover soon...

Wish you guys/girls to have the same good life, or better ;)

FlaxSeed oil for vegetarian

There are a lot of vegetarian people who does not take balanced omega-3, and 6 in their daily diet. I would recommend flaxseed oil, the best food to take to replace this missing nutrient. It has more omega-3,6 than fish oils and rapeseed. It would be nice to add this oil into soup or salad before consumption, and careful not to cook them.

Flaxseed oil

I found flax seed oil @ jusco :D
Its about MYR49 per bottle :)

But instead, i went to vitacare pharmacy and spent 2 much ><
It was situated at lower ground over at garden midvalley.

I bought a Olivenol liquid, with Rin enzyme and a omega-3+6+9 oil. Cost me nearly MYR 500 >< ugh.. broke broke :(

I belief its my body lacking of omega-3 & 6 which is causing my eczema to flare up...

Hopefully, i will see better days very soon :)

1u is overwhelmed...

Dont we think that 1u is overwhelmed with huge crowds? I think they need to further expand their parking lot instead of putting up privilege onecard to annoy non members...