I spent 3 years trying to prove things can work out together,
and now finally, you are showing me that you cant accept my parent, cant accept my brother, cant accept my brother gf, and can't accept the way i'am.
I'm not sure what is acceptable in your dictionary.
If people dirty the stove for cooking food for you, you got upset.
If people never clean the floor, you got upset.
If people show intimate affairs in the house, you got upset.
What the hell do you want?
Solitude space for only yourself????
For me, i think you have too much ego in your self.
You can't accept people, but have you ever think of my feeling?
All you cares is about your own feeling
so call "fear" of insecurity.
Did i ever ask you to make my parent happy?
Did i ever ask you to cook for my brother?
Okay, and asking you to help scratch my back,
you show so much fuss and upset about it.
Im really tired.
What does relationship actually meants?
Did i do anything wrong by wanting you?
I never knew all this small things in my dictionary,
is as big as the whole world in your dictionary.
Okay fine, i admit ive bad temper,
but i think everyone has bad temper, isn't it?
Including yourself!
Good bye~, and all the best to you.
Thursday, August 16, 2012
Saturday, April 30, 2011
MAC dual boot?
Since ive been using mac for awhile, i find it.. very extremely annoying.
So, ive decided to try to get dual boot to work on mac.
And guess what?
The only tool to resize the mac partition is bootcamp.
And bootcamp give me a error "Unable to partition due to unable to move files".
Ohh.. then what?
"Please use timemachine to backup your system and reformat"
WTF? oohh.. so it sounds like windows, but more suckier...
In windows, i could just use gdisk to resize the partition.
Okay fine, let me try backing up using timemachine.
Plugged my 1Tb external drive (with ntfs), and ops, i cannot write on it!
ok ok , use timemachine, select backup drive, select my external drive,,...
"Do you want to erase this partition and make as backup for timemachine"
WTF???
Can't you be more "smart" by proposing a repartitioning or any god damn idea to solve the damn issue?
....
So what now? buy a new external hdd just to run timemachine? yeah. yeah...
I rather have a new machine... its just infinite trouble, and always ended up with dead-end in MAC.
Way to go Apple!
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More updates!
Hmm.. i need to compare my files, to see what ive changed in different project.
Oh well, i go find for 1, hmm pay app, pay app and pay app.
Do i have to spent tons of $ to get things done here?
Ohh okay, lets try to find some free one..
Duh, this dont compare folder,
duh, this interface sucks...
Duh, traditional diff with -- ++? shesh...
Ohh shit, this states everything is different, why? cox of the \n vs \r\n.. shesh!
Ohh god, this doesnt allow right to left, only left to right? sucks!
On linux, meld works like a charm!
It even work for folder, god damn it!
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Okay more...
Okay, i need web server,
Ohh.. i found MAMP for mac, okay, lets try it out..
Wow, /Applications/MAMP, cool..
Hmm.. ok i need virtual host...
let me try to configure this damn server with virtual host,
ooo , it starts.. lets try editing my host file, and see...
Wtf? Why am i getting the original root folder of the "default" domain instead of my root url?
Where did i went wrong? I've always got it running on ubuntu / centos / wamp server...
What now?? shesh! Okay okay, i will change the "default" to my domain folder, and it works.. wth??
More sucks things:
Friday, February 4, 2011
Ironic of life
Isnt it ironic that you want to enforce certain things in the society...
You wish that people could follow some certain rules and make the place a better place for everyone to live in, but, ironic-ly, those people whom you thought will listen, tend not to.
And ironic-ly its the people closest to you.
And i seriously feel that way in so many ways.
I wish i could change the way they see things,
or @ least understand what im trying to say...
Maybe its life destiny for them to face life punishment, or shall we say "learn it the hard way".
Well, thats how life is...
Friday, December 31, 2010
Adium webcam path
I'm not sure exactly where the path is,
but ive managed to find the latest set profile photo in
/Users/[yourusername]/Library/Caches/Adium/Default
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
SUBWAY ANTI-VEGETARIAN BEHAVIOUR
It's not the first time that im encountering such non-sense behavior from midvalley subway.
Their having breakfast set in the morning, obviously is a vegie delight set with cheese and egg.
But because im vegetarian, ive asked for without egg and cheese.
To my surprise, they charge me a vegie delight price, which is 10+rm without a drink!
And the manager insisted what i requested wasnt their break fast set , bcox its missing "egg and cheese"!!!!!
What non-sense!
Here is my mail to subway voicing out my dissatisfaction:
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IM VERY DISSATISFIED WITH YOUR MANAGER OF THE BRANCH.
IF YOU ARE MAKING BREAKFAST SET. WHATS WRONG WITH ORDERING WITHOUT CHEESE AND EGG? IM A VEGETARIAN!
FOR GOD SAKE, ARE YOU GUYS BEING ANTI-VEGETARIAN?
I ORDERED A BREAKFAST SET WITHOUT EGG N CHEESE, AND YOUR STORE "MANAGER" SAY THATS NOT BREAKFAST SET AND WANTED TO CHARGE ME NORMAL VEGIE DELIGHT PRICE ON A MORNING SESSION?????
WHY ARE YOU ALLOWING YOUR STORE "MANAGER" BEHAVING LIKE KIDS?
THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME IM ENCOUNTERING THIS KIND OF KIDS BEHAVIOUR.
PLEASE ASK HIM TO APPOLOGISE TO ME IF YOU EVER VALUE YOUR CUSTOMERS!!!!
Saturday, May 1, 2010
How to reject a troublesome client?
Hmm..
There are times when you may meet very fussy client , but their budget is so low that you are spending too much time trying to please him/her. Its basically like paying peanut for elephant and their not willing to pay more for their changes.
If thats the case, then we have to reject them using sandwich matter, like below:
There are times when you may meet very fussy client , but their budget is so low that you are spending too much time trying to please him/her. Its basically like paying peanut for elephant and their not willing to pay more for their changes.
If thats the case, then we have to reject them using sandwich matter, like below:
"I would like to thank you so much for your trust in me to work on the design for XXX product, but im regretted that after so much changes, i'm unable to deliver the design up to your standard.
There could be some kind of misunderstand along the way, and ive spent a lot of time trying to change the design to meet your requirement, but im afraid that i might be making more mess than what you expected.
To not further delay your design, i would highly suggest that i hand over what i have done for you to your designer, whom might be able to handle your requirement.
I belief he/she will be a better candidate to understand your requirement.
And i wish you all the best in your business. I do belief this product will be a success for you.
Thank you.
best regards,
The troubled worker.
"
Sunday, January 31, 2010
China citizen lady, do not go to pub in malaysia!
There has been crazy things going on in the head of idiotic malaysian police..
So, if you are a lady and you are from china, avoid going to clubs / pubs!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Leisure Holidays A Big Scam!
I was told that after loan payment finish, i could get back my cash back..
But it turn out they ask me to wait for 30! FUCKING YEARS!
and I've to PAY FUCKING ANNUAL FEE OF 400+
WHICH COME TO ANOTHER FUCKING RM 12K!
WTF!
Sunday, December 27, 2009
chrome compatibilities
its about time lots of website to make chrome compatible...
In matters of origin, chrome is based on "webkit", the same origin of renderer for safari.
And webkit renderer behave closest to firefox renderer.
And again, i hate ie6 or lower... shesh...
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Youtube downloader
This is real handy:
A simple bookmark which trigger a javascript to download the video :)
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old
This is something we should all read at least once a week!
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of the local newspaper "The Plain Dealer", Cleveland, Ohio.
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written."
My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2.. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month..
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14.. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special..
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of the local newspaper "The Plain Dealer", Cleveland, Ohio.
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written."
My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2.. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month..
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14.. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special..
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
another 365days of suffering........................
.. doctor say ive another 1year to go...
F*.. what the hell did i do in my past to deserve this suffering...
i wish i could be strong...
but its just 2 much...
maybe i should start to meditate...
maybe god ask me to see myself away from being with my body...
go on a destiny of a detachment..
detachment with peace of mind...
detachment away from life desire...
detachment from ALL DESIRE.
reminding me of suffering and death ...
reminding me of cycle of life...
i wish i would understand which path i should follow...
shall i try to be a monk? maybe i can detach myself from my suffering...
god.. why use this way to enlighten me?....
isnt there any better way?....
Sunday, November 22, 2009
how to convert pdf to grayscale in linux
Two commands:
1) pdf2ps -sDEVICE=psgray filename.pdf
2) ps2pdf filename.ps
filename.pdf is now grayscale
1) pdf2ps -sDEVICE=psgray filename.pdf
2) ps2pdf filename.ps
filename.pdf is now grayscale
Monday, October 19, 2009
Chinese Food Cart
Reminding myself:
Reference:
https://www.drshen.com/foodasmedicine.htm
Dietary imbalances or extremes will negatively effect the organs and the qi. An excessively stimulating diet, for example, will stimulate body processes, triggering infinite variations of inflamation, fever, hyperactivity, or hormonal abnormalities. Such patterns appear as fevers, sweats, insomnia, hyperthyroid, inflamatory skin conditions, etc,. These conditions will be worsened by over-consumption of foods considered "hot", stimulating, or yang in nature. Overstimulated people may benefit from foods that are considered "cool", "calming", or "yin". Conversely, those who have cold, or "yang deficient" conditions such as low blood pressure, hypersomnia, sciatica, hypothyroid, Hashimoto's complex, etc., may do better with a more stimulating (yang) diet. Keep in mind, when altering your diet, that moderation rules. Changes are most sustainable when they are introduced gradually. | ||
| STIMULATING (Yang) | NEUTRAL | CALMING (yin) |
Apricots*
* Classified in some texts as stimulating and in others as neutral
| Almonds Apples** Art i c ho k e, Jerusalem Art i c ho k e Beans, Kidney** Bean sprouts Beets Black mushrooms Blueberries Cabbage Carrots Catfish Cauliflower Carob Cheese Clams** Coconut Oil Corn Currant Eel Figs Guava Grits Honey Huckleberries Mackrel Maple Syrup Milk Nutmeg Okra Olive Oil Papaya Peanuts Pecans Perch Pinto Beans Pork Potatoes Pumpkin Seeds Quail Raisin* Rice Sardines Sesame seeds Shark Shitake Mushroom Sugar, white Strawberries String bean Sturgeon Tapioca Taro Turnip Vanilla Whitefish Winter squash Yam Yogurt
| Abalone
* *Classified in some texts as calming and in others as neutral |
Reference:
https://www.drshen.com/foodasmedicine.htm
Thursday, October 1, 2009
house price in copenhagen vs malaysia
apartment without lift (copenhagen) vs malaysia with lift (puchong)
price: 225k myr vs 706k myr
size: 1236sqr ft vs 485sqr ft..
wow!
thats like 3 x 2, almost 6 times more!
price: 225k myr vs 706k myr
size: 1236sqr ft vs 485sqr ft..
wow!
thats like 3 x 2, almost 6 times more!
Monday, September 7, 2009
my dear favorite wasabi
Ouuushii...
definitely not my wasabi plate ><
So far, sushi yo not bad :) lots of vege choices.. but doesnt seems to suit my dear dear seafood appetite much...
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Going online via nokia e71 through 3G!
I've been trying out blueman bluetooth with the 3G dial up and learned that its very instable. So i decided to switch to the usb cable which came with my phone.
I've stumble upon some blog talking about how to connect to their 3G provider.
I've reconfigured the configuration to suit maxis 3G setting.
1st:
2nd:
with the code below:
3rd, to dial,
tada! done.
I've stumble upon some blog talking about how to connect to their 3G provider.
I've reconfigured the configuration to suit maxis 3G setting.
1st:
Install wvdial: sudo apt-get install wvdial2nd:
edit /etc/wvdial.confwith the code below:
[Dialer Defaults]
Phone =
Username =
Password =
New PPPD = yes
[nokia]
Baud = 3600000
Dial Command = ATDT
Init2 = AT &F E0 V1 &D2 &S0 &C1 S0=0 +CGDCONT=1,"IP","","",0,0
Phone = *99#
Username = maxis
Password = 123
Stupid Mode = 1
Auto DNS = 1
New PPPD = yes
[Dialer nokia-usb]
Inherits=nokia
Modem=/dev/ttyACM0
Modem Type = USB Modem
3rd, to dial,
wvdial nokia-usbtada! done.
god, where r u ?
Hm... i stumble upon an advise where i learned it the hard way, and so did my colleague who did learned it the hard way too..
"when you are waiting/hoping for someone to accomplish a goal for you, the best person in the end is always you"
its very true when the person is not part of the team.
often we need to find this type of person before we encounter those project/problem, but if we didnt have him/her/them at disparate moment, that person would be "yourself".
So here goes, "god, where r u?"
he is right there, "you!"
If you need help, u ask for him/her.
God is within you. He/she will listen to your every prayers and request. But you will have to take action and work towards your dream.
I asked for help, and my friend hong lead me to my saviour. So now, i would do the same as Hong, i shall be god's hand to spread the news to everyone about this cure.
"when you are waiting/hoping for someone to accomplish a goal for you, the best person in the end is always you"
its very true when the person is not part of the team.
often we need to find this type of person before we encounter those project/problem, but if we didnt have him/her/them at disparate moment, that person would be "yourself".
So here goes, "god, where r u?"
he is right there, "you!"
If you need help, u ask for him/her.
God is within you. He/she will listen to your every prayers and request. But you will have to take action and work towards your dream.
I asked for help, and my friend hong lead me to my saviour. So now, i would do the same as Hong, i shall be god's hand to spread the news to everyone about this cure.
me...
I was previously in deep trouble with my eczema problem.
I've given up hope and finally go for the blood suction treatment found by a japanese doctor who took 26years to discover the truth.
He discovered that almost all skin diseases are caused by toxin in the body, which is trying to come out of the body by our natural detoxification of our body.
But since they cant just come out of the skin, it is therefore piling up under the skin causing our immune system to flare up and fight with the toxin under the skin.
What i went through wasn't something easy for me.
I've written a blog about my condition, and i'm trying to enlighten everyone about this finding.
Are you still doubting this method? It took him 26 years to research and to discover this cure.
Thank god and thank you so much to Doctor Tsai to find the cure....
AND, thank you so much to Doctor Robert to bring this medication method to Malaysia.
I'm grateful that i found my friend Hong who recommended me to Doctor Robert.
Many thanks to my girl friend: Annie Yeoh, and my parent for being there to support me.
I would like to apologise also to Annie Yeoh, and my parent and brother for being grumpy to them.
http://www.newskintherapy.com - my updated condition...
I've given up hope and finally go for the blood suction treatment found by a japanese doctor who took 26years to discover the truth.
He discovered that almost all skin diseases are caused by toxin in the body, which is trying to come out of the body by our natural detoxification of our body.
But since they cant just come out of the skin, it is therefore piling up under the skin causing our immune system to flare up and fight with the toxin under the skin.
What i went through wasn't something easy for me.
I've written a blog about my condition, and i'm trying to enlighten everyone about this finding.
Are you still doubting this method? It took him 26 years to research and to discover this cure.
Thank god and thank you so much to Doctor Tsai to find the cure....
AND, thank you so much to Doctor Robert to bring this medication method to Malaysia.
I'm grateful that i found my friend Hong who recommended me to Doctor Robert.
Many thanks to my girl friend: Annie Yeoh, and my parent for being there to support me.
I would like to apologise also to Annie Yeoh, and my parent and brother for being grumpy to them.
http://www.newskintherapy.com - my updated condition...
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